DofE

Ok, so on Monday nights I have DofE. I do this in Pangbourne with my friend (former boyfriend) Mark. I really enjoy it there, and have made loads of new friends, particularly Rhianna and Ellie. Anyway, Alicia joined last session, and she fitted in straight away. This was, of course, a good thing, but I also grew upset, because it had taken me so long to fit in. I concluded that I was socially retarded. This week went far better. We picked Alicia up on the way to Pangbourne and we arrived at the hall only to discover that we were being taken elsewhere in the minibus and various instructors' cars. We were taken to another hall, which was far better. There was an amazing park. Mark span me round on...a spinny thing, until i felt sick and was staggering around, swaying from side to side like a drunkard. Alicia raped me several times - once for over 5 minutes! I was not happy, particularly as she completely messed up my hair.

In conclusion, DofE was particularly good today. I found that I could let go of all the bad things that have been going on at the moment, and could just enjoy myself.